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Well, we are all here for the obvious. I started taking kratom about 8 years ago to kick a not so bad pill habit and hey, it worked! Little did I know kratom addiction would leave me feeling worse. About a year ago I was spending about $400/month on kratom because it was sucking me dry that all I could do was spend a ton of money at the smoke shop to geta quick dose. $30/ounce. Im taking about a 4-6 gram dose every 2-3 hours with a break at night while I’m asleep! I’m just done with trying to hide my usage when out around friends and family and having to sneak it when its time to dose because dumping green powder or throwing back 20 capsules at a time looks crazy! After 8 years I can feel my thinking getting slower and I feel dumb. It took the spark and energy from me. Ill admit, I went through some pretty tough trauma 4 years ago and it did save me from being suicidal but I often wonder would I have been better off on pharmaceuticals when everyone made it seem like this plant was superior. I want my life back and to go out and not watch the clock or chase the head buzz. Happy to find this site that knows what’s up. Just ordered the scale and measuring thing to start my slow taper because at about 4 hours without a dose, I start getting bad withdrawals. Worse than pills. I think its because it hits all the receptors. Whoever says this stuff is not addicting and they go no withdrawal, I find them hard to believe and don’t know who they are trying to full or impress. Those people feel like they are in a secret alliance or something. Ita odd.